So, here I am with a blog of all things. Who would ever think it would come to this? No one ever wanted to listen to me so why do I think someone will listen here? I guess I am hopelessly hopeful.
where do I start?
Well, I was born in a semi-poor home. My dad worked but didn''t really make a lot of money running a crane at the local steel mill.
My mom was a wretch of a person. Was always angry with me--I guess I should say she made me feel like I''d done something wrong all the time. How does a kid live through that? I don''t know. The abuse and neglect wasn''t any worse for me than anyone else and it''s not that I feel sorry for myself. I came away with the belief that I don''t have the ability to feel loved. that feels so wrong, but I don''t know why.
1 comment on First Blog
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apositivepessimist
said 3 years ago
"...hopelessly hopeful."...not necessarily a bad thing to be. yes, welcome.
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